Forgive everyone for everything!

 I have come to a space of righteous anger... justified anger... where people were shit to me and it just hurt so bad. It hurt so very bad! 

In my mind they were absolutely wrong and I was absolutely right! I was holding this mega grudge and feeling the crap sadness and self-pity that comes with this...  Sometimes it got so bad and I broke down a few times. 

Something interesting was that the things that I know to do, were not working!!! It just wasn't working... and I felt as though I was in the inside of a hole. But my Higher Power came through and gave a process after which, I could finally breath. I released all of those crap emotions and I felt as though there was light at the end of the tunnel. 

The reasons for the breakdown came through... I was not being consistent... I wasn't being consistent in my actions for my business... I wasn't being loving toward me... I wasn't being serious about the things that I should be serious about!!  

I love this space that I am in... I am feeling better about the things that I know.. the gifts that I have been given, the knowledge that I have been given. 

Also they are wrong but they are human.. AND it is my teachings, my life, everything that I believe that it is important... no.. vital... to forgive everyone..... for everything.... 

Once my emotions moved, it was much easier for me to understand the other people... and to understand their role in my life.. and really all is very very well.